Friday, November 16, 2012

The day's coming to an end!

Can't wait to pack my stuff and head home. Reminiscing the days during my primary and secondary school days where we started zipping our pencil cases 10 minutes before the school bell rang. And our Cikgu would be like "belum lagi ahhhh!!! Jangan simpan pencilbox". Yea, her 'pencil box' was in english. Haha. I am zipping my PC down now as the day closes. Gotta go attend CG. It has been awhile since I attended the meeting because of assignments and other stuff. So now that I can make it just in time. Why not right?

Drive safe people and enjoy ur weekend.
God bless

Thursday, November 15, 2012

How beautiful

How beautiful is the sunlit-ed room, that every morning I wake up to.
How beautiful is the nasi lemak wrapped in pandan leaf, that every breakfast I have to have one.
How beautiful is the delicacies of plants, that every breathe of fresh air makes it flourish.
How beautiful is the sight of your pretty face, that every bad day, you make it worse!

HAHAHAHA!!!

I'm just joking. You guys are ever so beautiful in what you do and who you are. So appreciate yourself before you can tell yourself to appreciate others. Learn to love yourself before you can love others.

Have an awesome weekend
God bless


Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Days like this

Woke up as usual at 7.15 am and prepared for work. Had a joy-ride all the way to work as today is deepavali and there wasn't much of a traffic just a smooth drive. Reached my workplace and I felt the cold breeze just lightly sweep pass me. It was an awesome feeling and also the sign of rain. :) It has been raining very often here because November is a wet month.

Days like this I just wanna sleep throughout the day without any worries and troubles and as I get up, there would be someone there to greet me. :) But all is well. I just need His strength in me through times like this. To have wisdom and guidance on how to work things out properly. I remind myself for all that you've done, Love came down and rescued me.

Take care and God bless

New Heights - Time

3rd and church, where I stayed 
Laid my head in an empty room 
And I still feel the same, with a bed under me 

Time is always running away 
Never stopped, always prayed
Everything I wanted to say 
Now it’s gone, it’s too late 

If you ever see me, ten years ago, would you let me know? 
Everything you’re doing, keep going and I'll be alone 
Cause time is not on my side, slow down 

Wore my hands through the skin, worked my mind till it caved in 
Never stopped, never played, working away, working away 

And time is not on my side

Taken from the band New Heights - Time and changed to suit present time.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Love Loved Loving

Had a great day yesterday in Midvalley with some of my best buddies. Man.... the day truly reminds me of back when we were back in Kuching roughing it out, climbing on trees and catching wild boars. Haha, I'm just joking, we don't live on trees. It reminded us of the times we spent our high school time being crazy over the slightest things. What was once an angry moment became a laughing memory to us, what was an emotional moment became a memorable laughing moment to us, we laughed at those times as we talked bout it and looked back. Loving them and would want to see them all safe and sound.

Trying to love someone is pretty hard but having to have loved someone and is still loving him/her is harder. The same feeling I got 4 years back was felt a month ago when things started to cook up. What people think would be impossible and even weird, I thought the other way. I guess that the greatest love of them all is from our Father in heaven. Love that doesn't disappoints or expect anything in return when He died on the cross.

I'm loving my family, my best of friends, friends and you.

Have an awesome day
God bless :)

Thursday, November 8, 2012

No doubt

Ups and downs in life builds our character in many different ways. Sometimes we can get pretty out of hand. And at that, I've been pretty out of hand for the past few days. So much going through my mind, having to please people everywhere, having to solve personal issues and at times like this, no one was there for me. God was and is still showing himself real to me everyday. =) But sometimes we still need the intimacy of another person.

No doubt being a good person is hard especially having to think twice before sending that text or voicing out certain things to people thinking whether this might hurt them or offend them. Or should I return to my ignorant self having the "like I care" attitude which is a simple way out of most situation. But I can't, I have a role to play as a leader to people, and if not, a leader in God's kingdom. As much as I hate to be humiliated, I have to learn to be humble at times and it kills me for that moment.

Temptation certainly did come as well, greatly this time. Recently, got offered a job which pays a lot but it clashes with Sunday service as I'm on duty on that day. The dilemma of choosing between to serve or to take up the job for just that day rushes through my mind. Money in fact is VERY tempting especially if it's a huge amount. It took me awhile to make that decision and I dunno if I've made the right one. But I believe in certain promises.

I've a personal principle that I may have or haven't share with you guys. Those who know me well would already know. It goes something like this, when I ask a friend out the first time, and he/she rejects, It's ok. But after the third time, I wouldn't bother asking that person anymore unless u come find me. I will be paiseh one lei, keep asking but always got excuses/reasons. It's the same principle I apply in other things like texting or facebook messaging. If no replies, I wouldn't bother to find u anymore. Unless, yes... there is an unless. You are someone special to me. Then I wouldn't mind trying and trying but yea, after awhile I would reach my limit also and stop.

All in all, I pray for wisdom and strength for the days ahead of me.

No time for emoness, just time for praising.

God bless and have an awesome day.
=)

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Good turn Bad

Ever face a situation where u try all ur strength to protect someone from seeing the lustful world as it is but instead the person thinks of you as one of them? Ah, intentions which are good are being seen bad, that's wat it is. I'm the kind of person who protects people around me especially the ones I love from the contamination of this world. Bad things that aren't necessary to be said shouldn't be said instead positive comments should be given without a doubt. :) It brightens everyone's day.

God bless.