The name we carry

Just when I thought things are just going to be 'Just another week' or 'just another day', God started pouring out his blessings so much that I'm still dumbfounded at what's to come. As I've been at my lowest point in life recently, came across lots of discouragement but then God suddenly pours out so much comfort and courage for me. Had an amazing week. Got prophesied on and the prophecy felt so real to me. It's like the part 2 of my first prophecy. When I hear of my prophecy, I was shock and amazed believing it is going to come to pass when the time is right.

As I prayed for confirmation for certain things, God showed me confirmations without delay. This really amazes me. He really does have a sense of humour too. I felt so lifted up right now but then again, there are ppl out there that needs the same God I'm having. A lot of them have no clue wat life is really about. A lot of them thinks that some christians are a little more sensitive. But it's only because we're carrying our Father's(God) name. Let's not talk bout God for awhile here. What if you're carrying your family's name? For example, Tan, Lam, Choo, Ting, Lee, etc etc... I can go on. Would we go out and waste ourselves and when ppl look at our lives or at us and says, 'Look at that kid, he's (Father's name's) son.' How would u feel? If u don't care at all, think bout how would ur family feel? Same goes to our Father in heaven. It's true that I as a christian am sensitive/strict in certain beliefs I believe in, it's because we carry God's name with us. My officer in the Boys Brigade used to say, you guys can have fun. As much fun and craziness as you like BUT with discipline. This is because as we wear the uniform, badges and ranks, we portray and people recognizes us as a member of the Boys Brigade.

So guard ur hearts and do be responsible for the name u carry. It's important, IT IS YOUR IDENTITY.

Closing the day

Ending my day with...

'show love mercy grace and forgiveness'

malachai 6:8

act justly love mercy walk humbly :p

Tire Trouble

Reached home last night, realizing my front right tire was flat already. Car shops were all close already so I waited the next morning. Got up early to fix it up and realized my spare tire had a different hole spacing, so it couldn't fit in. Thank God a man helped me, he send my punctured tire and me to a car shop far away to patch things up. As the mechanic shop open, the guy told me they dont do tires one but got one shop up the hill that does. So yea... I carried my tire a distance to reached that shop.

The funny thing is as I was carrying my flat tire, I was self-pitying myself hoping that passerby would stop and asked if I needed a lift to the mechanic especially there were many cars passing. Unfortunately, none did. But anyways, I managed to carry the tire to the mechanic shop and got it fixed. Thank God for good friends like Carol. She came and gave me a lift to the bank and home to fix my car.

So here I am, in the office resting. :) What a morning. It's times like this that u realized there are still good ppl around. Like the man who willingly lend me his tools and brought me around to few diff mechanics, even introduced me to good food on the way. LOL, I know... and Carol who would just come despite her schedule to come give me a lift.

There's still hope in this world.

Take care and God bless.

Candies

Been buying cheap candies from KK mart. Some heart shaped, some cola bottle shaped and some in long strips. But among them all, my favourite would be Sugus. Since childhood, I have always enjoyed the chewiness of this lovable candy tube. I could remember there weren't many flavours back then. Mostly the common ones like grape and strawberry. Now I'm not sure how many flavours they are but my favourite remains, the grape. But yea I shouldn't eat so much or else I'll have diabetic dreams. :) Sugus for you!


*Thinking should I get into lomography* Hmm....

Take care and God bless.

Assurance

I need assurance to keep going.

May be harder without it but will keep trying.

Rainbow after the storm

I know the title of today's post seems a little cheesy. But yea, the title speaks for itself. I finally got out from my lowest point in life. Got things settled (hopefully this would be the end of it). Thanking God for sending angels in my life to be there for me when I needed a comforting companion.

I was at the verge of exploding and couldn't hold back longer. Had to let it all out and I did and it felt great. I'm glad I did. A little testimony bout spiritual warfare. My bro Chris, came over to visit me during the deepavali week and things were good. I'm very happy he came to church with me and enjoyed it! Made new friends as well. I guess the devil didn't really like it when stuff like this happen when people get to know more bout Christ. The devil started giving me nightmares the night after Chris left to go back to his home.

*As I continue by sharing to you guys bout my nightmare, I would like to say and Praise God for everything and this is what I believe in. :)*

Dark demonic figures appeared in my dream protruding out the backs of all my loved ones especially the ones I loved in CPY(Christ Powered Youth). The figures were ugly, full of hatred, had an empty face liked mask with black muddy thorns sticking out of them. These demons were stuck behind the backs of my loved ones. Then, as I was looking past each and everyone of them, God suddenly came into the picture telling me that these are the lies of the devil. God gave me peace right away there and then.

The devil wants me to believe that my friends or family which I loved who are already christians are all hypocrits in disguise by having a living demon inside of them that no matter how hard I try to bring them to Christ, They will be forever stuck in the devil's hands. But God told me that these are the lies of the devil because the devil didn't wanna see people loving Christ. It's all bout spiritual warfare.

I'm sorry that some of you who read this post may not understand wat am I talking bout but all I can say is there's more to life than just living everyday. There's something that we cannot see, the devil is real and that makes God even more real. :)

Have a blessed day.
God bless

The day's coming to an end!

Can't wait to pack my stuff and head home. Reminiscing the days during my primary and secondary school days where we started zipping our pencil cases 10 minutes before the school bell rang. And our Cikgu would be like "belum lagi ahhhh!!! Jangan simpan pencilbox". Yea, her 'pencil box' was in english. Haha. I am zipping my PC down now as the day closes. Gotta go attend CG. It has been awhile since I attended the meeting because of assignments and other stuff. So now that I can make it just in time. Why not right?

Drive safe people and enjoy ur weekend.
God bless

How beautiful

How beautiful is the sunlit-ed room, that every morning I wake up to.
How beautiful is the nasi lemak wrapped in pandan leaf, that every breakfast I have to have one.
How beautiful is the delicacies of plants, that every breathe of fresh air makes it flourish.
How beautiful is the sight of your pretty face, that every bad day, you make it worse!

HAHAHAHA!!!

I'm just joking. You guys are ever so beautiful in what you do and who you are. So appreciate yourself before you can tell yourself to appreciate others. Learn to love yourself before you can love others.

Have an awesome weekend
God bless

Days like this

Woke up as usual at 7.15 am and prepared for work. Had a joy-ride all the way to work as today is deepavali and there wasn't much of a traffic just a smooth drive. Reached my workplace and I felt the cold breeze just lightly sweep pass me. It was an awesome feeling and also the sign of rain. :) It has been raining very often here because November is a wet month.

Days like this I just wanna sleep throughout the day without any worries and troubles and as I get up, there would be someone there to greet me. :) But all is well. I just need His strength in me through times like this. To have wisdom and guidance on how to work things out properly. I remind myself for all that you've done, Love came down and rescued me.

Take care and God bless

New Heights - Time

3rd and church, where I stayed 
Laid my head in an empty room 
And I still feel the same, with a bed under me 

Time is always running away 
Never stopped, always prayed
Everything I wanted to say 
Now it’s gone, it’s too late 

If you ever see me, ten years ago, would you let me know? 
Everything you’re doing, keep going and I'll be alone 
Cause time is not on my side, slow down 

Wore my hands through the skin, worked my mind till it caved in 
Never stopped, never played, working away, working away 

And time is not on my side

Taken from the band New Heights - Time and changed to suit present time.

Love Loved Loving

Had a great day yesterday in Midvalley with some of my best buddies. Man.... the day truly reminds me of back when we were back in Kuching roughing it out, climbing on trees and catching wild boars. Haha, I'm just joking, we don't live on trees. It reminded us of the times we spent our high school time being crazy over the slightest things. What was once an angry moment became a laughing memory to us, what was an emotional moment became a memorable laughing moment to us, we laughed at those times as we talked bout it and looked back. Loving them and would want to see them all safe and sound.

Trying to love someone is pretty hard but having to have loved someone and is still loving him/her is harder. The same feeling I got 4 years back was felt a month ago when things started to cook up. What people think would be impossible and even weird, I thought the other way. I guess that the greatest love of them all is from our Father in heaven. Love that doesn't disappoints or expect anything in return when He died on the cross.

I'm loving my family, my best of friends, friends and you.

Have an awesome day
God bless :)

No doubt

Ups and downs in life builds our character in many different ways. Sometimes we can get pretty out of hand. And at that, I've been pretty out of hand for the past few days. So much going through my mind, having to please people everywhere, having to solve personal issues and at times like this, no one was there for me. God was and is still showing himself real to me everyday. =) But sometimes we still need the intimacy of another person.

No doubt being a good person is hard especially having to think twice before sending that text or voicing out certain things to people thinking whether this might hurt them or offend them. Or should I return to my ignorant self having the "like I care" attitude which is a simple way out of most situation. But I can't, I have a role to play as a leader to people, and if not, a leader in God's kingdom. As much as I hate to be humiliated, I have to learn to be humble at times and it kills me for that moment.

Temptation certainly did come as well, greatly this time. Recently, got offered a job which pays a lot but it clashes with Sunday service as I'm on duty on that day. The dilemma of choosing between to serve or to take up the job for just that day rushes through my mind. Money in fact is VERY tempting especially if it's a huge amount. It took me awhile to make that decision and I dunno if I've made the right one. But I believe in certain promises.

I've a personal principle that I may have or haven't share with you guys. Those who know me well would already know. It goes something like this, when I ask a friend out the first time, and he/she rejects, It's ok. But after the third time, I wouldn't bother asking that person anymore unless u come find me. I will be paiseh one lei, keep asking but always got excuses/reasons. It's the same principle I apply in other things like texting or facebook messaging. If no replies, I wouldn't bother to find u anymore. Unless, yes... there is an unless. You are someone special to me. Then I wouldn't mind trying and trying but yea, after awhile I would reach my limit also and stop.

All in all, I pray for wisdom and strength for the days ahead of me.

No time for emoness, just time for praising.

God bless and have an awesome day.
=)